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I almost took my own life.” Aaron Crowley I was coerced into doing unspeakable things that I never agreed to but, if I didn’t, my children would not have been fed, clothed, and sheltered. The porn producers would send me to their friends or a location of their choosing so I could sleep with them under the guise of it being a film.” I was even forced into doing “privates” which is just prostitution. I gladly accepted the drugs and alcohol because I didn’t want to feel the pain of penetration from an over-sized man or from being told to hold poses for still camera shots while being penetrated and choked. I was given drugs and alcohol before being filmed and then the porn producers would record me saying that I was NOT under the influence of any drugs or alcohol prior to filming. Some of this coercion included the threat of financial ruin and taking away my children, if I didn’t comply. I was coerced and forced to do scenes that I never agreed to. During that time, I suffered tremendously at the hands of porn producers. “I was an actress in the porn industry for about a year and a half from 2006-2007. Shocking Confessions From 5 Ex-Porn Stars Jan Villarubia The series reveals how ethical violations, coercion, and abuse are rampant in this globally influential industry.īelow are stories from five ex-porn stars, some of whom feature in Beyond Fantasy, sharing about some of the jaw-dropping and gut-wrenching experiences they’ve endured in porn. Our 3-part documentary miniseries, Beyond Fantasy, takes viewers straight into the belly of the porn industry, through shocking interviews with both former and current porn stars and producers.
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However, when you take a moment to look behind the curtain and hear the real experiences of porn performers, you get a very different picture-one of abuse, manipulation, drug addiction, and physical and mental trauma. In mainstream media, porn has a glamorized reputation as a tool of empowerment, sexual liberation, and self-discovery. More and more porn stars are speaking out against the porn industry. *Trigger Warning: This article refers to graphic sexual content and features written references of real abuse.